I wish I could title this post 'har-har-har' But that would just be a turn off for me, and probably anybody else too. I get annoyed with internet laughing sometimes, like bahaha, and pahaha and unnecessary HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH(you get the point) Lol but I still feel like this post should be entitled har-har-har. Gut feeling. Today I thought about you squishy! It's been a REALLY long time since I have and so I searched you in my gmail inbox and read some of the old funny emails we sent and went har-har-har like an old man or something. Sometimes I wish I could salvage our relationship just for our nicknames which I secretly loved. Outwardly of course, I told you they were heinous and I would never refer to myself as a tubs. (gasp) It is still awkward to see you in the flesh though, I feel like something horrible and intimate happened with us in a past life, like we had to kill zombies and eat them in order to survive. Or maybe we pledged greek together? Kidding. I hope you are still the same person inside because your personality stretched for miles and your curiosity about things was contagious AND inspiring! Finally, I don't miss you, I've begun to start seeing the logic in your point of view. Though I am a different person now, and no doubt you are too, its very hard to forget last time. I respect your opinion, and so I'll be a side cheerleader for you and hopefully send good karma your way without actually being in your life. You have immense depth and intelligence. Goodluck helga