Sometimes friendship is hard.
Thats what I WAS thinking when I signed on.
I just read a brilliant blog post about doing the right thing in a higher sense, and it made me feel like my thoughts are petty compared to what I COULD or SHOULD be thinking of right now.
I want to be a component of this magical transcendent world-saving energy that everyone talks about, but I can't yet. I don't know how to get what I want.
I don't know what I want.
I want too many things.
I want to design jewellery. I want to go to med school. I want to write slam poetry. I want to meet more people. I want to go swimming. I want my sister to grow up and know me. I want to learn an African language. I want to fit into normal jean sizes. I want to live in Europe. I want to be a taxi driver. I want to live my life without conforming or compromising. I want to have a machine that automatically translates my transient thoughts into beautiful, concise blogposts. I just want to get an A in my o chem test on thursday.
Its raining somewhere in Austin.
ask me how I know this?
Its because I'm 24 floors, 5 feet and 2 inches off of the ground.
