I wish I could share the playlist. Is there a way to do that?
Oh well. All the lyrics are from songs on my emotional playlist. Which also apparently is the playlist that inspires me to draw. All I've been doing is drawing abstract sad faces hidden in flower petals and foliage. It sucks.
I can't wait to stop being sick and get out of this house.
The truest things that music has told me today:
I guess we’re all one phone call from our knees
Funny the way it is somebody’s heart is broken and it becomes your favorite song
I just want to run to you, and now you spin my world around..and I just want to fall for you
I thought I could live in your arms, stay up all night with the stars, confess all the faith I had in you
I could use a hero, you could use someone to save. Someone like me, someones who's not brave, someone who's not free
I could use a hero, you could use someone to save. Someone like me, someones who's not brave, someone who's not free
Was it fun for you to watch it fall apart? So much time I wasted on you.
This is over my head but underneath my feet, cause by tomorrow morning I’ll have this thing beat. I’m waiting for tonight, been waiting for tomorrow and I’m somewhere in between.
Theres no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard, no song that I could sing but I could try for your heart.
If I should be so bold, I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hands.
Hours pass but she stills counts the minutes that I am not there.
Hours pass but she stills counts the minutes that I am not there.
Our dreams, they are made out of real things.
I'd give up all the dreams to have you in my arms right now.
All these things, what I've gained, what I've seen, can't compare to the love that you could give to me.
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend, lucky to have been where I have been, lucky to be coming home again. =)
The hardest part was letting go and not taking part (you really broke my heart)
Feeling the moment slip away, losing direction, losing faith
Surprises let me know she cares.
Its just the air you took and the breath you left.
If you're going to fall I'll let you know I'll pick you up like you for I.
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it at the time
My fingers catch the sparks at the thought of touching you when you're wounded
When I see you, its like I'm staring down the sun and I'm blinded
It was you who showed me who I am and taught me how to stand for what I know is real.
I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it.
Its funny how the night can make you blind.
Its like punching underwater, you never can hit what you're trying for.
You can't fight the tears that aren't coming, or the moment of truth in your lies.
It was just another night with a sunset and a moonrise not so far behind, to give us just enough light to lay down underneath the stars.
So scared of getting older, I'm only good at being young. So I play the numbers game, to find a way to say that life has just begun.
I wear a new cologne and you wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed.
This night's a perfect shade of dark blue, have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
I got half a smile and zero shame. I got a reflection with a different name.
What better way to spend the night, than wasting it with you?
So what? So I've got a smile on, its hiding the quiet superstitions in my head.
Someone's last goodbye, blends in with someones sigh because someones coming home, in hand a single rose.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.
Life of the party, and she swears that shes artsy. But YOU could distinguish miles from Coltrane.
Don't it feel like sunshine after all? The world we love forever gone. We're only just as happy as everyone else seems to think we are.
We already know how it ends tonight, you run in the dark through a firefight, and I would explode just to save your life. Yeah I would explode. Let me light up the sky. Light it up for you.
Pieces of memories fall to the ground, I know what I didn't have so I won't let go. Its true, I'm nothing without you.
Back to you, it always comes around. I walk with your shadow, I'm sleeping in my bed with your silhouette.
Sex is industry, The CEO of corporate policy, skin-deep ministry. Suburban youth, hail your so-called liberty.
Everyones so scared to death of dying here alone.
I rearrange the songs again, this mix could burn a hole in anyone, but it was you I was thinking of.
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend, lucky to have been where I have been, lucky to be coming home again. =)
The hardest part was letting go and not taking part (you really broke my heart)
Feeling the moment slip away, losing direction, losing faith
Surprises let me know she cares.
Its just the air you took and the breath you left.
If you're going to fall I'll let you know I'll pick you up like you for I.
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it at the time
My fingers catch the sparks at the thought of touching you when you're wounded
When I see you, its like I'm staring down the sun and I'm blinded
It was you who showed me who I am and taught me how to stand for what I know is real.
I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it.
Its funny how the night can make you blind.
Its like punching underwater, you never can hit what you're trying for.
You can't fight the tears that aren't coming, or the moment of truth in your lies.
It was just another night with a sunset and a moonrise not so far behind, to give us just enough light to lay down underneath the stars.
So scared of getting older, I'm only good at being young. So I play the numbers game, to find a way to say that life has just begun.
I wear a new cologne and you wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed.
This night's a perfect shade of dark blue, have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
I got half a smile and zero shame. I got a reflection with a different name.
What better way to spend the night, than wasting it with you?
So what? So I've got a smile on, its hiding the quiet superstitions in my head.
Someone's last goodbye, blends in with someones sigh because someones coming home, in hand a single rose.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.
Life of the party, and she swears that shes artsy. But YOU could distinguish miles from Coltrane.
Don't it feel like sunshine after all? The world we love forever gone. We're only just as happy as everyone else seems to think we are.
We already know how it ends tonight, you run in the dark through a firefight, and I would explode just to save your life. Yeah I would explode. Let me light up the sky. Light it up for you.
Pieces of memories fall to the ground, I know what I didn't have so I won't let go. Its true, I'm nothing without you.
Back to you, it always comes around. I walk with your shadow, I'm sleeping in my bed with your silhouette.
Sex is industry, The CEO of corporate policy, skin-deep ministry. Suburban youth, hail your so-called liberty.
Everyones so scared to death of dying here alone.
I rearrange the songs again, this mix could burn a hole in anyone, but it was you I was thinking of.
