So I got a new haircut.
(and I sort of look like Ringo Starr when he had long hair)
I know you were probably hoping for something more dramatic, like I got a new worldview or a new boyfriend or OMG I FINALLY GREW A BACKBONE! haha no such luck.
Sorry, lately I've stopped being such a drama aficionado and I have this really horrible fear that I'm flatlining into a constant state of boring. The guitar calluses are peeling off of my fingers which shows how much I've been playing (barely) and I've probably watched every single top rated youtube video which shows how much time I have (TOO MUCH). I want to write this off as perfectly normal senioritis.
I logged onto Facebook chat today (which I instantly regretted) and I realized that the only people I ever talk to on facebook chat are random people. We pick up the conversation exactly where we left it off from the last time I logged on (which was like five months ago). It'll be all "OMG, long time no seee!! did you hear about dumbgirlX and stupidguyY?!" and I'll go "OMG HAHAHAHHAHAH noo wayy?! hes a manwhore hahahaha" Essentially, the only word longer than three letters that I use is Manwhore, and occasionally dipshit. Great conversation huh? =)
So I realized that 'hahahaha' is great conversation trash. If you DON'T want to talk to someone, just spam them with HAHA and it actually takes up the place of genuine conversation and NOONE even bats an eyelid.
'We pave our own paths but we don't make the roadsigns.'
As a result of my youtube addiction, I found an AMAZING band who are like starfucker meets passion pit except on freakign steroids. Some music creates images in my head and most of the pictures are static. Its one image that I see regardless. but THIS band, their music morphs to fit every mood and situation.
I've been listening to this song the whole night. =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPcpc1ee-p0
I remember hearts that beat, I remember you and me. Still.