I post once in a way, when im having one of those days that end up so crappy it makes me wonder why im even here..
Having a blog is a commitment lol, and i apparently i'm not the greatest committer. (is that even a word?) There are alot of things i suck at, and alot of things i could rant about. If i wrote them all out it would just be a waste of time, and also a public display of the depths of my pathetic wallowing.
Its like..at the end of a day like this, when youre done with everything and everyone around you, your ten minutes of personal time with your blog can really go a long way...
Non-judgemental is always something i like in a friend, but inanimate is getting pretty hot on my list too =)
i'm so done with this place. This is burn out + lack of inspiration + crappiest day ever + flakiest jmooo ive ever met.
Thoughts fly too fast to actually isolate and frame in sentences sometimes.
Alot of the time, i'm just staring at this screen trying to find the words to say the things im thinking....
everything that makes sense in my head seems too complicated to put down in words. thoughts are fluid, they morph, theyre shaded. language is so restrictive. how do you colour a word?
