... I accomplished absolutely nothing in terms of studying or prepping for my series of ridiculous tests next week.
But I still feel like today has been exceptionally productive. =)
Maybe its just vindication. Vindication feels pretty damn good. I think, to an extent, vindication is what makes me persevere. In a perverse way, being right sometimes feels like the shit you go through is worth it just to come out on top in the end. It almost makes up for all the time and tears you wasted on the 'lost cause'.
I guess when you're finally shedding the cocoon of confusion and coming to terms with your 'lost cause' situation, the only comforting thing you can say to yourself is "Hey, so maybe I COULDN'T salvage it...but atleast I was right, and they know it."
I had vindication; that came at the very start.
Today was different because it turns out my 'lost cause' comes back to me in the end. =)
Vindication AND total domination. The universe must like me today =)
This can't be doing good things for my ego...=P
